Do you ever feel alone, so completely alone that it feels like a hollowness in your very bones, and a kind of aganizing emptyness in you'r mind and in the center of your chest? and you would give anything in the entire world to make it go away? you know why its there and exactly what you need,its unbarable and you just want so badly to die,for that warm peacefull darkness to wash over you.
Love is everything to me i dont give a fuck about fame or wealth or anything else, im a sick joke of irony, born to have a poetic soul to be a hopeless romantic that is not to find love. Im used to being the one who goes without im the one who doesnt get anything i want (poverty is prison) yet why does it still hurt so much. shouldnt i be used it by now? why cant my heart just give up on love, or happienes why do i still hope?